Horizon, where the sky meets with the earth there are some birds flying away. Today's sky is snow white and very clear. Mind becomes fresh after looking at it for few moments. Though my mind is so much fresh from the morning. After a long period of time today morning I talked with my parents for more than two hours. Asked about everyone I know at back home. So right now I am the happiest person in this planet.
If anybody asks me if I don't want to go back to my country then I simply reply them "NO"! I don't want to go back to my country. Don't you miss your country? I reply no I don't miss my country. I don't miss my country, neighbors, relatives, birds, trees, breeze, flowers, sounds and my siblings. But today after talking with my parents I actually realize how much I miss them all. I still remember the very title incidents of my life that I left behind me.
There was a street beggar who used to come to our house every Friday after jummah prayer. He was disabled to walk properly. Very poor, most of the time hungry. His children left him alone after his wife died. My mother used to give him proper meals. Our yard a cement built yard. I used to watch him while he was eating. I could see happiness in his eyes. He took so long to finish. But I never moved. I watched him till the end. After finishing his meal he used to raised his hands towards the sky, where God lives, and used to pray for the well being of my mother. I liked that moment very much. His wording and expressions were very real and heart touching. I can still remember that.
This morning, I asked my mom about that street beggar. My mom shocked me when told he had died nearly one year ago! I became wordless. I couldn't believe my ears! I can't see him again in my life! I can't hear his prayers for my mom! Poor guy! What is life! It felt one nice happy page was tore off from my "life book". What did I just hear! It made me so sad and broken heart.
Should I go to see the snow white sky to resolve my mood back? Let's go...
There were no birds flying in the sky anymore. They were vanished in the horizon. Instead of birds I can see an emergency helicopter flying there. It's going to rescue some fire victims. News showed lately on TV fire caught in a building. There is no electricity for more than one hour. What an unbelievable situation. Too much silence all around. No charge on phone. Laptop's battery is dying as well. Nothing to do. Better to have a long nap. Brain need to be charged also. Isn't it?
If anybody asks me if I don't want to go back to my country then I simply reply them "NO"! I don't want to go back to my country. Don't you miss your country? I reply no I don't miss my country. I don't miss my country, neighbors, relatives, birds, trees, breeze, flowers, sounds and my siblings. But today after talking with my parents I actually realize how much I miss them all. I still remember the very title incidents of my life that I left behind me.
There was a street beggar who used to come to our house every Friday after jummah prayer. He was disabled to walk properly. Very poor, most of the time hungry. His children left him alone after his wife died. My mother used to give him proper meals. Our yard a cement built yard. I used to watch him while he was eating. I could see happiness in his eyes. He took so long to finish. But I never moved. I watched him till the end. After finishing his meal he used to raised his hands towards the sky, where God lives, and used to pray for the well being of my mother. I liked that moment very much. His wording and expressions were very real and heart touching. I can still remember that.
This morning, I asked my mom about that street beggar. My mom shocked me when told he had died nearly one year ago! I became wordless. I couldn't believe my ears! I can't see him again in my life! I can't hear his prayers for my mom! Poor guy! What is life! It felt one nice happy page was tore off from my "life book". What did I just hear! It made me so sad and broken heart.
Should I go to see the snow white sky to resolve my mood back? Let's go...
There were no birds flying in the sky anymore. They were vanished in the horizon. Instead of birds I can see an emergency helicopter flying there. It's going to rescue some fire victims. News showed lately on TV fire caught in a building. There is no electricity for more than one hour. What an unbelievable situation. Too much silence all around. No charge on phone. Laptop's battery is dying as well. Nothing to do. Better to have a long nap. Brain need to be charged also. Isn't it?
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